If I'm being honest, I love my daughter. I love her probably more than I let on to others. I love her gummy smile and the fact that most of her face is dominated by these huge beautiful eyes that spend all of their time taking in everything around her. I love that she's a little pig...
Monday, May 18, 2015
Friday, May 15, 2015
Inside my head
It's funny sometimes how things will hit you out of the blue. Weird things that you don't think about until something strange triggers your trip down the rabbit hole of your own thoughts and then things crash on you like a ton of bricks. The other night I found myself crying in the shower....
Thursday, May 14, 2015
Thoughts on Mother's Day
Mother's Day was this past Sunday. Mother's Day is bittersweet for me for a number of reasons. Firstly, because I've always had a pretty rocky relationship with my own mom. It used to weigh on me a lot. I used to feel like there was something wrong with me that my mother couldn't...
Friday, May 8, 2015
On pregnancy and the aftermath
I stumbled across a blog today that someone wrote about women being pregnant and how they felt about their body both during and after pregnancy, and as I read it I just kept thinking "Well, fuck those guys". Here's the thing, they all had some big long commentary about being in awe of how their...
Monday, May 4, 2015
Sometimes I struggle
I've been having a rough few weeks on an internal emotional turmoil level. There are a lot of contributing factors, but for some reason today I just find myself trying not to cry while sitting here at work. I thought maybe if I wrote some things out, it might help. Hard to say.
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