I had my first true breakdown last week. After instant messaging my husband from work and making some comments about my own self consciousness and being a bit hurt by his response, I spent the better part of a day silently crying in my cubicle. Not a proud moment. Then I went home,...
Monday, September 29, 2014
Thursday, September 25, 2014
Arm-y
Back in January I slipped on some ice and snapped my arm. Well, snapped my arm, ripped all of my muscles and tendons, and basically made my arm useless. Then I had surgery, and went through month sand months of really painful physical therapy. In the end, it didn't do a whole lot for...
Friday, September 19, 2014
Made the bed you lie in
I brought up the issue of being frustrated about some of the stuff I wrote up yesterday to my husband and he was basically like "Well, you can't have it both ways. You say you don't want to talk about it all the time, so don't be surprised when people don't talk about it".
So I guess this is...
Thursday, September 18, 2014
Back to the lonely island
At the risk of sounding like a total whiner, I didn't expect this process to feel so isolating. Maybe part of that is my fault. I'm not really embracing the whole "sisterhood" of having a baby. I specifically avoid talking to people who want to talk about nothing but growing a fetus....
Monday, September 15, 2014
Running out the clock?
So a few things have happened over the last couple of weeks. One, our house project list has been getting some major items checked off of it. This wasn't just a list of things that existed because we were like "OMG there's going to be a baby here" but a pre-existing list of crap that you...
